I can sit here and think about my school years without even blinking about stuff I did wrong but in the past two years it has changed. When I think back to situations and problems I have had with people etc I see so many thing. Ways to fix the problem, the way I would approach it differently and just how to show more maturity in the situation. I now know why this is. In the past two years I actually knew better than to act like an idiot and be nasty and self domineering. I knew I was doing wrong still I did it... Well now I know better!
I could have been reading is a title I gave for the plain fact that after school I could well have gone to study IT and could well of been finishing my 3rd year this year of IT. But the fact of the matter is I did not and I very happy I did not. Yes I am a geek and Yes I am not crowd attraction but being with people and being able and willing to help them is much more me. I like tech and computers do not get me wrong and I still do get so carried away when I speak about tech, sound etc... but I know it is not to be something that should ever become my study direction. I firmly believe I have to study Theology and I am definitely planning to still do so in the next two years to come.
Ok... So more about me and my emotional state. I am doing very well emotionally and God is blessing me more than ever each day. I now have a car, a house and a great place to work and this all God just gave me for free... Well so to speak. My uncle and me have the best relationship of our lives at this stage and it is hands down the biggest highlight of my year so far and will most probably stay except if Barrack Obama decides to adopt me and appoint me IT Head of America and believe me that will never happen.
Well this is me now.... I start working on tuesday but hay I love my work it does not even feel like work.